I don't want to lose someone else so close to me

I found out at 8.00pm today that one of my best friends has about a week to live and he will be spending that time hooked up to machines in hospital on maximum pain killers which means that even if I could afford the £80 train ticket he probably wouldn't know I woz there 
Even though I want to be there of course I do 
Especially after only losing my dad so soon and his son keeping everything from us...