I don't want to do this

Tomorrow starts the semester of the local community college.  My son's needs must be more important than my fear.
I don't want to leave the house.
 I don't want to help write papers, make sure he remembers what homework to do and help him do it.  Before, he was insulated by the school systems.  He had an IEP.  Now the school doesn't have to meet his accommodations. He has never had to stand up for himself and ask for help, the teachers always anticipated his needs. 
I don't want to do it.
I have to do it.