I don't want to be strong.

Something inside died. People hurt. Just because. But when the punch comes from the person whose hand you hold...it's different. Why did you do it? Just because? To stroke your ego? To pay me back for those sleepless nights i spent holding you when you were having your war flashbacks? Or for all the love and adoration I have for you? ..It makes us stronger all right. But at the expense of other feeling and emotions. Does it make us stronger or emotionless? His betrayal made me empty.... I don't know what I am..who I am...I don't have my life anymore. My family was my life.