I don't think my emotions can take it

right now I just dropped into a serious depressive state I really am feeling alone and I'm Tito reach out for help but I'm so isolate. I don't think my emotions can take this anymore. I can't ever seem to stay happy and it's wearing me down badly. I need help and support and comfort. I can't handle this at all it's getting too bad. I can't keep going on like this no matter who I've reached out to people always leave and let me suffer by myself.