I don't know what to do

Letting go of "friends" turns out all my friends are fake. Kinda sick of it. How do I find real friends? should I even bother to find friends anymore? I mean really, what's the point in having friends? all you end up doing is get hurt by them in the end. I'm so lost. I just need to cry. am I a bad person? I don't think I am. I try to make everyone happy and include everyone in everything, is that bad?