\"I don\'t know what to do anymore\"

I'm really frustrated because the meds I'm taking aren't doing any good.  I feel very depressed and anxious.  I'm taking Lamictal 100mg., Abilify 15mg, Xanax 1mg.3/day, Prozac 20mg, Wellbutrin 300mg and Ambien 12.5mg.  The side effects I'm having are terrible, I have involuntary movements of my left hand, loss of memory etc....  I would love everybody's opinion on this.  I want to go back to work part-time, but I'm not ready.  I'm also trying to find out if I lose any benefits, since I'm disabled, because I can really use the money.  Blessings, Bonchi.