I don't Know Anymore

Unpretty not good enough and a lot more is just some of the ways im feeling right now.I understand i'm not a size 2 but that doesn't make me ugly. For most of my life i have been told i would never be anything no man will ever want me i'm ugly im fat my kids are too beautiful to be mine i need to stop lying about having kids but let me tell you something i carried all three of my kids all my pregnacies was high risk.I have no reason to lie about having kids or how many i have.Some people are just to stupid and don't realize what they are saying before it comes out there mouth but words hurt.I understand i'm grown and somethings should be able to roll off of me but when you already deal with depression it only makes things worse.