I don't know why?

I don't know why, when I got medicine for my pain that I thought all my other problems would disappear. it's been one of those days where all I can eat is saltine crackers. I lost my new therapist because of money and time constraints. I spilled my pillbox and had to sort out about 500 different colored pills. My mom have begun to see people and things that really aren't there, but no one can convince her otherwise. My cat is missing I think someone left the back door open, but he'll be back when he gets hungry enough. Today I'm not having a pity party remember I am just simply venting