I don't have any allies in the world.

There are three things that you cannot discuss with my older brother: Politics, Religion, or anything else.
The only thing that you can discuss with my younger brother is television shows you both like.
My mother isn't really there any more.
Both of my daughters are only concerned with their own problems and don't have time for me. 
My grandaughter is 15 - nuff said.
I have no one to talk to about anything real.
I am alone.