I do not understand
Today has not been good all day, and I do not understand.
I have been teary eyed and just down all day. Its been windy, icy and cold so have not felt like stay outside too long.
I pet Spot and Ike, tell them soon this snowy icy corral will go away, and we will do something together. I feed and water them, clean their shelter, fill it with more straw and just do not feel up beat today. I do not understand why or what is going on.
I sewed on the offices new curtains (the old ones got washed and fell apart), I am making it my office/craft room soon. I want to do so many things, get my bathroom finished, paint the dining room but its too cold to open up air to paint.
I am afraid I can not take care of this place alone. I want to ride my horse so bad but too icy. I hate this feeling.
Please Roger if you can hear me or help me do something. Please GOd assure everything is going to be alright. Amen
I have been teary eyed and just down all day. Its been windy, icy and cold so have not felt like stay outside too long.
I pet Spot and Ike, tell them soon this snowy icy corral will go away, and we will do something together. I feed and water them, clean their shelter, fill it with more straw and just do not feel up beat today. I do not understand why or what is going on.
I sewed on the offices new curtains (the old ones got washed and fell apart), I am making it my office/craft room soon. I want to do so many things, get my bathroom finished, paint the dining room but its too cold to open up air to paint.
I am afraid I can not take care of this place alone. I want to ride my horse so bad but too icy. I hate this feeling.
Please Roger if you can hear me or help me do something. Please GOd assure everything is going to be alright. Amen
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Hey Sweetie,
I know exactly how you feel. I have had the \"weeps\" now on and off for a few days. I think we just have to let the tears come. This weather seems to be beating everyone down these days; and this too shall pass. Until then, big hugs to you and your beautiful horses.
Linda