I did IT! (LOL)
John, Just thought I would let you know but I am sure you already do. (LOL) Went to work yesterday ended up being a Great Day. The Murder case with the wife and 2 yr. old we would be trying in October has to go to a conflict attorney (YEAH) Heather realized that we had represented the children of one of the family members therefore I will not have to sit and listen to all of that. The sad news is that I will have to copy the entire file this week gory pictures and all, just don't know that I am ready for this, but with all I have been through I am finding out just how strong I really am. I think you would be proud of ME! In fact I know you would be. Life is getting a little easier starting to look forward to the little things. Gina and Hal are at Disney and aren't calling me like they usually do I guess it is hard on them too. Kristy and I went get our nails done after work yesterday, did girly things and went eat. I got a text message while eating she said who is that I told her I don't know handed her the phone like I usually do and said you see. She looked at the phone and said oh it's him I said Huh she said he even sent you a picture. She said aren't you gonna answer him I just looked at her. So wasn't expecting that message it was just Hi how was your day, but at the same time it made me feel uneasy. I always go with my gut you know that. So naturally I didn't sleep got up went to the dating sites and canceled the accounts. I had joined just to see what it was like and I found out it is not for me Surprise! Surprise! (LOL) Well we weren't ones to write fancy love letters we could just look at each other no words necessary, boy how I miss that. The Birthday Cards, Valentine Cards remember you would sign Love your Husband. And I would joke around saying how am I gonna know which Husband. And then you started signing it Love John. Well Kristy and Lance are going to Biloxi this weekend, she has no clue that we spent our Honeymoon there boy the memories. Hope she has a great time but this is gonna be a Longgggggggg weekend. Well you know me just need to say it out Loud. Miss you. Dra'
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Sometimes saying it out loud really helps doesn\'t it? We didn\'t do fancy with our love either. We even stopped the cards after we were married about 40 years (we were married 52) but we both know how strong our love was and will always be. I think dating sites are fine if you are overly cautious but they would scare me to death. I always was part chicken when it came to anything new or daring. You will get through the weekend just fine just keep looking on the bright side. Diane
Thanks, Diane it is because of Great friends like you that make each day a little easier, just having someplace of comfort that you can go to makes all the difference in the world. I was really lucky that I found this website so soon because it has made a huge difference in my life. I was the overly cautious one too and I would love to try something on the wild side just for once. LOL and I guess that was about as wild as I could get. But thanks to great friends I am learning how to trust myself and if in doubt don\'t do it. Hugs, Andree\'
Hi Andree\", I was on match.com for a little while myself, like 2 weeks. I found it depressing, I don\'t know, I think when you least expect it, a spark will fly. Took a while, but mine didd. Not rushing into anything though. I remember when times were normal, I had a lot of boy\'s nights out and hanging out at places to watch ballgames etc. I have to say I didd a bit of flirting which I totally regret now. Lately, the last thing I want to do is go out and sit at a bar. Marti always said what a waste of time it was and now I so agree. Would rather sit at home and talk to my sweetie on the phone or just go to a movie. So ironic. Hang in there, brighter days are ahead.
Thanks Kip, I feel so much better already don\'t feel like I have to look over my shoulder. What a relief. Hope everything works out for you. Hugs, Andree\'
Maybe it\'s all just too soon?