I Did it

ok so I finally spoke up for myself in person and in a text, it felt scary and  amazing, I told someone that the longer I'm around you the less I like you as a person, I told them  you don't care about anything unless it's giving you something you need, you move like cruel inhuman and you think it won't come back to you,  just in a few words I finally advocated for me and I'm proud of myself, I only allowed this behavior against me when I thought I was in love,. So now I reconize I have a issue with what I saw as healthy love, now I can go about making some changes, I wanna think you guys here that have fed my soul some of the best medicine in the universe, I love you