I cried again today...

Why is it that Magic always have sad songs on?  Spent a perfectly nice lunchtime eating a four course meal and then we had to go and see a friend at work.  So, in we went.  Had a drink and listened to the music.  Then, I had to leave the bar and wander outside because 'Thank you for the music' came on - one of Gareth's funeral songs - which has made me cry everytime I've heard it since.  A while later, 'There you'll be' came on...and caught me completely unawares.  It's one of the songs I put on his gonetoosoon memorial site and sums everything up perfectly.  Anyhow, I was sat there crying into my malibu and pineapple like a complete wally.  Almost a year has gone by since he died...I can't believe where the time has gone... P.S.  I am quite liking the new Boyzone song...first Take That reform and now Boyzone...I'm feeling young again!