I couldn't make it to the funeral.

I wasn't able to attend the funeral because I thought it would be very traumatic.  Like I said before, I'm a very emotional person and the way these people died, I just couldn't take it.  I usually make it to all the funerals, but this one especially was not the one for me, due to the fact I just came out of a very hard and long depression.  I just hope my family would understand.  Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers, I really need them right now.  God Bless, Ivonne.