I could shoot myself!!!!!!!!

Somehow some way I managed to double pay our house payment!!!!! I dont really know how I did it but blah. It totally threw a wrench in my plans this month. This month DH gets a extra paycheck and we were paying off some bills. We will still pay them off but everything delayed till next paycheck in 2 weeks. AT least our mortgage is paid till December now lol. It just sucks because 2 mortgage payments ate his whole check almost. Thank God it was also his 1st paycheck with his raise. We would have been minus without the raise. It turns out we thoughit would be an extra $500 a month but its an extra $500 a paycheck. So a extra $1000 a month. We are going to work our butts off to pay off our lat debt. I want to put $500 in savings and $500 towards debt. Luckly I have a nice little stash of cash in the house so I will just use that for things like gas and food for 2 weeks then replace it. We are thinking about buying another house in April if he doesnt get a transfer. Im just tired of paying almost $2000 rent. I rather put it into a house we awn. Our renters are doing good in our Georgia house. I need to check in with them and see if they are renewing there lease in December. I am sure they are.
Bed rest sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The drugs make my heart race and make me flush. I did manage togo to the grocery store though. I rodeone of the carts with a battery. My MIL did the shopping. I have not been anywhere in so long I was going crazy!!!! So im stuck in the house until at least wednesday when I have my doctors appointment. If the weather is nice i sit outside ad watch Ian play. I did pretty good at the store today. My bill was $185 and I only paid $90. I love coupons. Since I am feeling sorry for myself I got things I never uually do like sea scalops and bacon all with out coupons. But i figure if I cant do anything at least I can eat well. My MIL is a good cook and will make what ever i want. Dh leaves for london this afternoon.
I am so excited and happy for monica. It is a bitter sweet day im sure for them but I am so happy that the baby is here. Im so happy this is over and they can work through everything have an amazing family. My heart is over flowlng with excitement and happyness for them but i also know there is a something missing as well. Today is a day of rememberance for our little ngles. I miss Ashton so so much. But i know he is in heaven with al lof my DS sisters angles and they have a great time.