I could be great...

My mind is dense and dark like the underbrush of a thick rain forest.This is what I fight through, My thoughts and my pain.Lush and full of beautiful life, Yet constantly I feel rain.I suppose this rain is bringing life, It makes my roots grow strongIt is just so much, for sunshine I lust, I just want to feel good for a changeI wish I could be on a beach now, Basking in the warmth of the sunNo more rain,no more pain, no more cut veins, no more darkness to overcome. Please just take me away now, Take me away from myself.I am what I hate, I am what keeps me from being great, I am my worst enemy!! I wish I could just see, The greatness deep inside of me.