I closed your eyes
I closed your eyes when you died. I hope I was the last thing you saw as you left with your angels. I want to follow you so badly. I don't have anyone to talk to like I did with you. You got me. You cared. I am sinking, sinking... No one can pull me out of the mire. I pray for help. I cry for help. I know you hear me Lord, but I can't hear you. You probably cry more for me than I do for myself. How hard it must be to watch your children suffer. I closed my husbands eyes Lord. I told Don to go with God, as Don was pointing to the angels that only he could see. The very angels You sent to take him home. My only consolation is I know Don's in Heaven, and I will join him some day.
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Kim, I\'m so sorry you\'re having such a hard time.
I\'ve found reading Job some comfort, especially how it turns out.
Hugs
Sandy
Hi Sandy, I\'ve read Job several times, and gain new insight every time. Talk about extreme suffering and pain, I truly do like the ending. Even though Job was chastised in the end, I\'m glad God let him vent, and rewarded him also. Hugs and love, Kim
Kim, my heart is breaking for you, for me, for all of us. !! Hugs and Hugs, Michele
Prayers sent your way Kim. The book and story of Job is indeed very insightful and we are left with promises of the results of keeping the \"faith\". Hugs, D
Love and Light to you Kim. I am so sorry you are hurting. I understand this pain and the longing to be with your loved one. It\'s hard and someday\'s feels insurmountable. I pray you will know that you are not alone. Big hugs to you, dear. -Becca
Kim,
I know how much you are hurting. I too have cried to god for help and wondered if he truly heard my prayers and sometimes if he even cares. I know he does, but its hard when the pain is so bad. I too read and re read Job then I tell God I\'m not Job! All you can do is keep your faith and ride the waves, come here and vent and know that others here truly care.-Robyn