I Can't Stand The Dreams

My husband cheated on me with a mutual coworker. He was only seeing her for 2 weeks and wanted a divorce and moved out. That fast. We all worked for the same company so we all knew each other about 5yrs. I had a breakdown, left the state to try to move on, lost my beautiful career, came back home. It's been 2 1/2 years and at least I'm not at the bottom of a bottle anymore. Our divorce was final in March and he married her in May of this year. That fast. We were together 10yrs but he was 11 yrs younger than me.I rarely cry anymore and I stopped using this site for almost a year. The problem is when I sleep I dream that we are together so that when I wake up for a split second I felt the "nightmare" was all a dream but then I see I'm alone and the house is emplty & I come back to reality. Or I dream that he runs to me and begs for forgiveness and says he made such a mistake. It seems so real that when I wake up it justs ruins my whole day. I have to say a prayer now every night to God to beg him not to let me dream of him. I hate my dreams. I just wanted to write this down for ppl to see because I recently got back on here and see new members and I know I'm not alone and I hope reading this helps someone as it helped me "a little" in writing it.