I can't live like this
Today was stressful for me. Work was a roller coaster as always. I have come to accept it and whatever. My issue with this former friend of mine is that he is unstable. I put the restraining order on him which he was already violated. I do know a decent amount of people he does and I have been hearing that he keeps talking about me. He swears we are soul mates and that I am not with him because I am scared of something so real. He even talks about marriage and houses and kids. He had said things like that to me and it creeped me out. I know I am right in getting the restraining order but he is literally obsessed with me. I know he will do something because he feels that strongly about us. I wish it wasnt so but I am in this situation and I do not want to be at all. I am truly scared and feel that I cant be rid of him until he tries something. I want to move away. I am so depressed right now and upset. I really want to cut again.
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Don\'t hurt yourself cuz he\'s hurting you. hes nuts. ive been in similar sitch. you were right in getting the restraining order.
Why don\'t you just tell him how you feel about all of this? If he loves you like he tells you he does, he would understand.
I would hope so but he\'s also demonstrated not being the most stable when he feels things are falling apart with us. He\'ll be gone for a while then comes back. And he acts like everything is fine. I\'m looking into moving again so he can\'t find me.