I can't live like this

Today was stressful for me. Work was a roller coaster as always. I have come to accept it and whatever. My issue with this former friend of mine is that he is unstable. I put the restraining order on him which he was already violated. I do know a decent amount of people he does and I have been hearing that he keeps talking about me. He swears we are soul mates and that I am not with him because I am scared of something so real. He even talks about marriage and houses and kids. He had said things like that to me and it creeped me out. I know I am right in getting the restraining order but he is literally obsessed with me. I know he will do something because he feels that strongly about us. I wish it wasnt so but I am in this situation and I do not want to be at all. I am truly scared and feel that I cant be rid of him until he tries something. I want to move away. I am so depressed right now and upset. I really want to cut again.