i can't deal with this..........

i've been trying really hard to live up to everyone's expectations and it's really getting too much for me...really, it is.....i sent an e-mail to one my teachers discussing what i want/need to help me succeed this school year...she said the same stupid thing that the access center said.....i can't have extra time....she said that if 5 classes-i HAVE to take 5 classes at the same time or i can't graduate on time-at the same time is too difficult then i should look into another college....i'm kina angry, but more upset....i thought she would at least help me succeed....she said with my recommendations then the program would lose the integrity and that i wouldn't be able to handle the stress or work of an interpreter....i'm tired of trying to live up to everyone's expectations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you can't do this, but you can do that.....you can do this, but it's impossible to do that.....it won't work this way, it'll only work that way.....God i fucking hate, Hate, HATE my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna succeed, i don't wanna fail....but why even try??? i mean i know i'll go back to alexian so why even bother going back??? i mean, seriously....