I can forget dying

If I did not have your loveI believe Id dieI should be so happyYet I sit and wonder whyI wonder why I cant beJoyous all the damn timeI know that i have found The one that is my wifeI know that I have a futureAnd yes I have a pastBut that will be behind meAnd together we will lastI just want to be freeOf all these doubts and fearsI want to know  you will be thereFor all of our left yearsI want to know your happySee you everydayI want to be your husbandLong after our heads both grey  you have the arms I want to come home tooBecause of you my lovely I know what I must doI must keep on fightingKeep my head held high I can forget dying For you I will stay strong!You are my savior The one who makes me whole!I wish my baby your hand I will soon hold