I broke the NC rule in a big way
And I will pay for it, but I Had to say what I had to say.
One of his best female pals and I talked online yesterday and that set me off.
She and I are fine, I guess. Not overly invested in that right now. She has spent more time with him in the last 10 months than I have.
I am still wrapping my head and heart around it all.
What I said to him after it all was this. He has beautiful blue eyes, prettier than mine.
Like you care. I got a really interesting email from Norma Jean. It was so long and complex and interesting. You are so full of shit your eyes should be brown.
One of his best female pals and I talked online yesterday and that set me off.
She and I are fine, I guess. Not overly invested in that right now. She has spent more time with him in the last 10 months than I have.
I am still wrapping my head and heart around it all.
What I said to him after it all was this. He has beautiful blue eyes, prettier than mine.
Like you care. I got a really interesting email from Norma Jean. It was so long and complex and interesting. You are so full of shit your eyes should be brown.
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Its not to late to start NC again sorry u had a ruff day!
I handled that whole situation so badly. I am disappointed in myself. I owe her an apology I think, at least an explanation for things I said to her. I don\'t think she grasps how much pain I am in and how angry I get and why.