i binged this morning

apparently, i haven't been handling the bethel news as well as i had originally thought. i binged shortly after 5 this morning. popcorn, an oatmeal cream pie snack, chips, and pop. then, "luka" came on the radio. I HATE THAT SONG! it reminds me of everything i went through with my mom. i started crying hysterically, and went to bed a little after 6 am. i woke up around 1:30. my mom brought me my christmas presents. (she had to order them.) son of a witch (the sequel to wicked), glee season 1 soundtracks volumes 1 & 2, and she got me glee season 1 on dvd-which my dad had bought for me already for christmas.  now i'm going to go finish my homework. i'll be back to post it later.  

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Sorry about your binge. I\'m glad you didn\'t purge and went back to bed instead.
jasgall
jasgall

i don\'t purge at all.
deleted_user
deleted_user

good
deleted_user
deleted_user

Yeah. Luka is very triggering.