I believe an update is in order

It is already nearly the middle of June and time is really getting out of hand, but I'm happy about that. As scared as I am for August to come I want it to. I need the the change that comes with moving 3 hours away from home and being on my own. On Saturday I found an apartment in College Station and it actually felt real. I am trying my best to not be scared, but it's hard. I just have to believe that it will be okay, because it will no matter what happens. On July 2nd I have an interview for a scholarship that will literally pay for my bachelors. Although only half of those interviewed get it I feel I have a good chance. After all only about half of transfer students who applied to A&M got in and I was one of them, so there is always hope. I gotta say for the first time I actually feel like (and pardon my language) but I feel like I have my shit together. I have a summer job, an associates (even if it is in Liberal arts), and I am going to Uni where I'll actually won't have my parents to hold my hand for me. In perhaps more exciting news. I am back in the 210s at 215 (35lbs lost!) right now. I can't express how happy I am to be out of the 220s, and I know I have said that before but it will stick this time and I don't hope to ever see them again. With any luck by the first day of school, August 31st, I will be out of the 200s. That will be something to celebrate. Not only will in be 50lbs lost but, I haven't seen the 100s in a very long time. 
 

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Larissa238
Larissa238

Wow.... you have so many changes going on! I wish you the best of luck with the scholarship... they are lifesavers. You can do it! It\'s not going to be easy, but I have your back!