I am very angry ..

I am very angry and upset ....since yesterday ....when I found out .......not only me but my parents were told so many lies .....when I was younger ....my mother is turning over in her grave .....there is nothing but greaf. in me ...I have been in bed and on the couch ..and been crying all day ..but you know that kind of crying ware ..you haven't even the energy to ...make a sound ...the tiers ..just keep falling ...I am trying to not let my h see ..but he knowes I am very upset ...and he is not happy about it eather .....I think there will come a time when I will have to right it here but I just can't not yet ....i talked to this women and she has found me a support group ....that I can go talk to ...I think I realy need this ...thee is something going on ..and I need to be a part of it because my anger it to great to keep to my self ...they need to know what they did to me and to my family ....but for now I need to go slow ..look after my self ...I can't afford to get sicker ....I am so thankfull for you my friends ....you I could trust ...and I am feeling ..that aside from my h .and other family ....you were the only ones I trusted ....but now I can again trust my parents ..and my mother isent here to see it ...don't worry about me ...this needed to come out ...thankyou for your friendship ....for your support ....God bless