I am tired so often

I told my father, a few months ago, life has it's ups and downs, but this is the worst thing that has ever hapened to me.  This is all pretty bad, but there is not anything I can do to change it.  I have to live with it.  The word to be used in that phrase is live.  Life goes on and will go on and I have nothing to say about it.  It is to icy here in Montana, making it to slick.  I need to get out of Montana forever, maybe to come back to visit every now and then.  It is now winter and I can't hardly do anything or go anywhere, I hate it.  I guess that I am stuck here, working out to strengthen my muscles.  I have a stair climber.  I can only be on it a few minutes at a time, so I do it many times during the day.