I am tired of worrying
I have to admit to myself I am tired of worrying about how things are going to be fixed around here. I do not know what a friend if truly planning on fixing garage roof (attached to house which others say s/be done at same time) since trusses are too long, and one side is rotted the whole thing has to be opened & refixed. All my brain says is cha ching cha ching. Sigh than now that we have not have any snow pack here my shallow well=====will be dry up this summer. Normally my small pond is full but now ~1/3 full which will be dry before June now.
I do wish I could move but financially selling is no go. And where would I really go and be affordable to go? I so do not have a clue so that is a worry.
I try to say worries are not worth 90% of your time. HMMM tell my dumb brain that.
I do like my 6.5 hr job working with kids. I feel like I am doing good there, but truly wish I did not have to (WORDS are have to) work. But than again it helps with getting out also since I live in such a rural off the beat place.
OK GOD point me in what to do. I need extra $$$ to fix it all. Than I can breathe better.
I do wish I could move but financially selling is no go. And where would I really go and be affordable to go? I so do not have a clue so that is a worry.
I try to say worries are not worth 90% of your time. HMMM tell my dumb brain that.
I do like my 6.5 hr job working with kids. I feel like I am doing good there, but truly wish I did not have to (WORDS are have to) work. But than again it helps with getting out also since I live in such a rural off the beat place.
OK GOD point me in what to do. I need extra $$$ to fix it all. Than I can breathe better.
Replies