I am strong

I am strong I know I amIf I was not Id just be deadBut at least then I could clear my head Of all the pain and all the dread In my broken heart I wish That we could share at least one kissThen I would tell you just like this"FUCK OFF AND DIE YOU HEARTLESS BITCHFUCK YOU FOR ALL THE LIES YOU TOLDHOW CAN SOMEONE BE THIS COLDBREAK MY HEART BECAUSE I AM GOOD?THIS CAN NOT BE UNDERSTOOD"I know that I am so not perfect But I promise I was worth itBut now you will never know All the truths that I had toldLike the fact we could grow old Or how I saw inside your soul So many times I told you thisNow you leave me remissI will be here standing tallIve been strong all alongYou just missed out on seeing thatBecause you had to turn your backI will ALWAYS have a strong voiceBecause I have no other damn choice This is my one and only lifeI know that I must do better I must get my shit together And In the end Ill thank you tooFor showing me what I must do.Be a bigger better manKeep my head up best I canRemember I said forward motionNow Ill show you my devotion. For I will not look back onceI know that whats done is done.