i am starting over again at 66

I am starting over again at 66 and believe me it is not like the movies.It is a long hard road and since i dont travel in the right circles..I dont know the proper people who can help me as of now.Starting Over is rough.It is so not right at 66 that I show go through this.It is just not right and I am a bit angry at Brad for putting me though this and I still want to know why.Why ? Noone knows and I am not to blame.