i am so upset! and hurt

i am really getting upset! and hurt!i am really getting upset here. i used to have someone in my life that i considered  a best friend and like i am still dealing with the email that she sent me that i posted in an earlyer blog on here. the reason why i am still really upset is because now since she just droped me out of her life, i don't have a best friend!  i mean yeah my husband is my best friend but every women knows that you need a girl best friend too! at least i do! and i know other married women that do! i mean i am really depressed because of this. i dont care if its just cuz shes still single and that i live 2 hours away! i dont care, its not like i moved to CA! i would drive the 2 hours anytime for her i would bend over backwards for her. how will i ever get a new best friend now?!  everyone out there already has one!