I am so tired of being afraid

Too much has happened to even write it all. But I my life was threatened by a tenant and his friends in my office on Thursday, my therapist was a complete a-hole to me Friday morning when I tried to talk to her about it, she told me I was wasting her valuable time and that I was delusional and psychotic??? Last time before this when I saw her she was her normal supportive self and was looking into my thyroid functioning and adrenal gland exhaustion. It was like a different person I saw and I felt like it nearly killed me. I am taking my medications for PTSD and night terrors, it seems to help a little. My therapist told to find someone else who gives a damn. If I could afford it I would, or I would see about a PTSD treatment center, but I am only temporarily on medicaid.
The good news is that I am not being suicidal or doing anything to harm myself.  I just don't know how to make it any more. Sometimes it seems the  harder I try the worse it gets.