I am so pissed at myself!!!
So I called my dad to borrow money (yet again). And he is reluctant to loan us the money. He doesn't want us to sink deeper into debt then we already are. He is thinking about it and will let us know.
I so wish that I had never let Mike wear me down to the point that I let him convince me to move to Kent. I knew his job was temporary and that we may end up in the lurch when it ended but I thought it would work out. Why did I move??? I always have a back-up plan and here I don't have one besides leaving my husband and frankly that is becoming the primary plan. Not only that now my SIL and BIL are tied into it and paying major bucks as cosigners if we can't pay for it. Knew in my gut that this was a bad decision to move down here but I wrote it off. Should have known better should have trusted my gut since when did I stop trusting it.
I want to go hide somewhere warm and cozy until all of this disappears!!
I so wish that I had never let Mike wear me down to the point that I let him convince me to move to Kent. I knew his job was temporary and that we may end up in the lurch when it ended but I thought it would work out. Why did I move??? I always have a back-up plan and here I don't have one besides leaving my husband and frankly that is becoming the primary plan. Not only that now my SIL and BIL are tied into it and paying major bucks as cosigners if we can't pay for it. Knew in my gut that this was a bad decision to move down here but I wrote it off. Should have known better should have trusted my gut since when did I stop trusting it.
I want to go hide somewhere warm and cozy until all of this disappears!!
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Catching up *HUGS*
We do know those gut feelings are real and it\'s so aggraving to have not listened to it but what\'s done is done. I belive another GFC is coming so try not to borow any more and give up what you can, it\'s hard but life is very hard these days, nobodies fault, it\'s just the way it is.