I am so frustrated

I stoped SI for over 2 months, but I relapsed and I am trying to stop, but it seems like I keep giving up. I have been making horrible decisions, lately and I feel like a terrible person. I resisted the urge last night, but it was mainly because I didn't want to stand up to get my blade. I felt if I stood up, I would fall apart. I just feel really alone. Any suggestions?

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deleted_user

come online and talk to me, so I can pretend to give you big hugs! :)
deleted_user
deleted_user

Feel free to talk to me whenever you feel the need to. I\'ve been through the exact same thing and talking through it helps. :\'] Good luck!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Feel free to talk to me whenever you feel the need to. I\'ve been through the exact same thing and talking through it helps. :\'] Good luck!