I am ready now to share ....

I have recently joined a couple of Estranged Children groups as this is something I  have long thought unique to my situation. What I have found is that I am not the only one. a lot of wonderful people who are parents are going through the same painful experience that I have been going through for some time.
Recently I wrote a reply to a thread about connecting with your EC and I am ready to share this with you. It is some thing that is a major part of me. Since you are my Friends I need you to know this about me so you know where I am coming from and the sadness I deal with each day that is in my heart...
Here goes: