I am picking myself back up

Well here i am its been awhile since i been here. I went to alcohol treatment on May 24th 2015. Went thru detox witch was hell. No contact with the outside world for like 9 days.
Then was placed in a house that was hard to get use to the first few days, Then the other guys in the house made my feel welcome. It was great. so i go thru the treatment center for 45 day an I did well. Started writing a book an learning about my addiction. I came home an i was doing very well. i went 116 days sober until last Sunday Sep. 6 2015. I was going thru a relationship issue an decide to say Ef it all. Well i am here to say that is not the answer. Since that night i have not talked to my finance an my job is on the line. its taking a tool on me. I DESERVED IT. I fell so horrible. 
I am here now 7 days back sober an going to stay that way. 
Prayers help God bless