I am not having any urges at all to cut.
I now am feeling able to rest, kowning my deadbolt key will be fixed soon. I asked my decent neighbor and somewhat friendly aquantence, to hold onto a copy for when there is seven feet of snow again lol. And no I don't trust leaving it outside and even tho my sponsor lives only down the street, she is dealing with way to many issues to even hear my voice right now. Matter of fact I think I'll give her a call then grab some supper and head on over to give her a present . Your FIEND HEidi hehehe