I AM MAD

Well Jim has started smoking again. He is back to a pack a day. I asked him why and did not answer me. I truly think it is because he is mad at me because I took some time away.  He is still capable of warming food that I have prepared and capable of getting in the car and driving to the corner for cigarettes. I stay home with him every day, except the last couple of weekends I have gone to watch the granddaughter play basketball. Had another round of my diverticulitis, 3rd day now. Once a month for the last 4 months. Oh well I will get over it all. It is just so hard to watch someone kill themselves. I know we all do it to ourselves in one way or another, if I would not eat so poorly I probably would not be sick either.