I am left alone at the age of 26.
Hi,
I was in a relationship for past 4.5 years. Me and my boyfriend were doing phd together and living in the same hostel. We went for a trip to the hills and while returning back we had an accident on 26th Jan 2015. I survived, however, he died in that accident on the spot. While looking for help online I found this site and decided to share my story. We had plans to get married by next year and continue with our career together in research. Our families had met and agreed with our decision and were extremely supportive.He was more like a friend and mentor for me. I depended on him for every little decision of mine. He was the one who used to wake me up in the morning and get the day started. We used to do everything together, having breakfast, lunch, dinner and then mostly watching 'friends' online before going to bed.
Although I am surrounded by my family members now and they have been very supportive. But, slowly they all have got back to their lives and daily routine jobs. However, its very difficult for me to get back to work and hostel to continue my phd. Each and every corner reminds me of him and I see him everywhere over that place. I am just trying to be strong and deal with myself.
I was in a relationship for past 4.5 years. Me and my boyfriend were doing phd together and living in the same hostel. We went for a trip to the hills and while returning back we had an accident on 26th Jan 2015. I survived, however, he died in that accident on the spot. While looking for help online I found this site and decided to share my story. We had plans to get married by next year and continue with our career together in research. Our families had met and agreed with our decision and were extremely supportive.He was more like a friend and mentor for me. I depended on him for every little decision of mine. He was the one who used to wake me up in the morning and get the day started. We used to do everything together, having breakfast, lunch, dinner and then mostly watching 'friends' online before going to bed.
Although I am surrounded by my family members now and they have been very supportive. But, slowly they all have got back to their lives and daily routine jobs. However, its very difficult for me to get back to work and hostel to continue my phd. Each and every corner reminds me of him and I see him everywhere over that place. I am just trying to be strong and deal with myself.
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