I am having a bad day

Well yesterday I found out my aunts cancer is irreversible. I lost my mom to cancer, and a year ago I lost another aunt to breast cancer. Now this aunty is going from cancer. I feel so sad right now. I am praying and staying close to God right now, I feel like so much heaviness on me right now. Several weeks ago we just put my cousin to rest, He died from a car accident. My daughter just went through surgery last week to take her tonsils out and she isn't doing well, her throat is healing, but she is getting dehydrated from the pain, cause she doesn't want to eat or drink anything, which is causing her more pain. So I believe she will have to be put in the hospital today. At least to get liquids in her and get over the pain part. I hope the people at the clinic will help her. She seems to be healing, but I can't pin point why she is still having a rough time of it. I feel so confused and mixed up right now. I wish I could just disappear for a little while and not have to deal with all of this. Well its my lunch time and I am going to be heading out to lunch with my coworkers, maybe this will cheer me up!