I Am Gonna Try This Again...
I am gioing to try and see if I can write this journal and see if that mean man will respond. If he does, then this will be it...Last I had another BAD episode. As some of you may very well know. I havent tried to commit suicide since January 2006, but last night, I believe I tried it once again. I cut my wrist and I got a good vein. I watched it bleed for sometime and then I cleaned it up and bandaged it and then put on my wrist brace to keep pressure on it. It looks ok today so it will be ok. I am glad that I did not die. Some of you, my friends helped me out so much and then proceeded to actually pray for me and with all your help and prayers I pulled through this and made it. To those people, I thank you.Yesterday, I was reading my sister's autopsy report and I know it wasn't the smartest thing to do but I did it anyway. Sometinmes it just seems like yesterday that it happened instead of almost 2 years. It is so hard. Well, I guess that is all I can ay for now. Thanks for letting me vent...
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