I am gonna kill myself

I am gonna kill myselfThis is the realest shit Ive ever wroteIm chokeing on my pride nowas the pills slide down my throatI dont really care anymoreAbout any fucking thing Fuck all the stupid dreamsI am NOT A KINGI am but a failurePathetic and aloneWith these pills and bottle of rumI bought my ticket home.This is a fucking prophecyYOU CAN NOT STOP ME!!You should stop wasting your timeI was born to fucking bleedSimply born to suffer Straight up born to diePlease now my dear friendsPlease dry your eyesI am finally happyRead my final words This life for me it has been hellI cant WAIT to leave this worldI will slip away soonDO NOT RESUSCITATE!! I will simply try againI WILL Get away!!None of you can save meNo matter how much we loveI will simply turn my back Look towards the cliff and runI Will take the plunge nowPlummet to the groundMusic to my ears will beThe thud as I hit the groundGood bye my loves Good bye my friendsIf we are all lucky we will meet againTill then smell me in the flowersAnd freshly baked loafs of breadSee me in the birds that flyAnd  as the sunset's above your headhear me in your favorite words And in all of the best songsRead me in all the best poemsAnd in your favorite booksThink of me inside your heartEvery time you feel slightly shook Every time you stumble I wont let you fallEvery time you cry out to meI will head your callI will help you fight your battlesWe will win the warsI will be your angel Just like I was before. 
 
 Thanks to all my Angels alive and gone who will help me NOT kill myself!!! I love you!!!I miss you Gran!! I miss you Nana!! I miss you uncle Franky you my man where a I king!!!  Love you Ash Love you Issac Love all of my friends and family!! I need to stop forgetting you all!!!!!! Ill see you soon!!