I am getting closer.

I finally got a new job which will pay me WAY more than what I was getting paid at my old one. I decided to only work part-time so that I can give myself time to deal with my issues, go to therapy and study. So far I like my boss who is a VERY down to earth lady and the staff I will be working with. I can only hope for the best and see how things will go.
So far I have scheduled two phone consultations with therapists. It is very hard finding therapists in my area who have experience in narcissistic personality disorder without me having to travel more than an hour away for therapy sessions. Hopefully one of these therapists will be the right one for me. Sigh. I am so ready to start working on my issues and learning coping skills to deal.
I must say I am proud of myself for taking steps forward to getting things in order in my life and making me better. It hasn't been easy to stay positive after having so many setbacks.