I am feeling ok today

which is a big improvement. Getting away for a couple days has done wonders. The therapy and the life coaching is making me feel like I can beat this thing called depression. I do need to remember to take my meds though. I admit that I sometimes forget on weekends, and it does makes a difference in how I feel.
Husband is trying. I stood up to some of his nonsense yesterday and he seemed quite surprised. But we were still talking in the end.
Today I am grateful for my friends...the ones that loved me at my worst. The ones that only come around on my good days do not deserve to have me in their lives.  Ok! Wow!!    I almost like myself today!
I still have some things to tackle..such as being childless and the loss of my brother. But first I need to get myself to a place where I CAN tackle those.