I am bored
So I will write about my weekend.. Friday night I had 2 glasses of wine. Saturday we took the little kids shopping.I bought some clothes for myself.Then we went eat at the Golden Corral.Then we went to the mall to take the girls riding on the giant carousel.. Sunday we went to the Krewe of Mutts mardi gras parade..Nice.. Oh,saturday evening I went to church with my parents..Its funny when you are sitting in church trying to not think about regular stuff but listen to the priest and the reading in Love is patient,Love is kind...I dont want to think about love or anything like that..I want to let go of all of these sad/horrible feelings and be happy again..
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i hear you Tray! Keep your head up girl, your an amazing person, your strong! It will get better.
yeah, that scripture is a very sobering reminder of how hard it is to love! Patient? doesn\'t get angry? that\'s hard especially when a spouse or ex-spouse is the one person that will get you upset easier than anyone else on Earth.
By the way, what happened after the 2 glasses of wine? I want details and not that you went to sleep either (make something up if you have to, lmao)
Tray, love is an essential part of being HAPPY within, so whatever you do, do not STOP being a loving person, because to do so WILL render you being UNHAPPY for the rest of your life, and deep deep deep down inside you is that what YOU really want, is that what YOU REALLY are looking to FOREVER be?
There is a reason as to why your heart was broken in the past, is appears to me though that you have made only one person responsible for it so happening, when in fact it always takes two to tango, ALWAYS.
YOU are self punishing, and that deary is a very unhealthy way of thinking, so STOP it IMMEDIATELY, or else.
Is it healthy do you think Tray to fight back when someone wants to fight you? Clever thinking people listen intently to what their abuser is saying, and quickly come to the conclusion that what is being said is being said about the abuser, not the abused.
It is a common mistake to fight against someone who wants to fight us, but not so if we choose to GO WITH THE FLOW instead. We learn more about our foes when we listen intently to them always, than when we do when we instead CHOOSE not to listen at all.
Just some more food for thought for YOU smart lady.
Tray, can you please tell me, what worthwhile purpose is being served by you holding on to this obviously painful past life experience?
Don\'t you LOVE Golden Corral? LOL They just opened one up here last fall. YUM! You deserve happiness sweetie..in the worst way....hope I bring a LITTLE bit of that to your life.....Love you!