I am back for now!

       I guess I need to make an entry in here.  I have been gone for awhile.  I might get into that later but right now I Just can't bring myself to do it.  In any case I am happy to be where I am instead of where I have been!!!       I have been in contact with Basteph1977 and her alters while I was gone.  They have been a great support to me when I needed it.  Right now I am in a different state and it is killing me to be away from them.  Some more integration has taken place because there is 9 alters now instead of 19.  Of course I miss the ones that have moved on.         They seem to be doing well and to be stable right now.  I have read the jounrnal entries and see that they have been busy!!  I am able to communicate with them on a daily bases by telephone and on the internet!!  Hopefully I will soon be in a postion where I can get back to them.        Kim is talking about wanting to integrate.  She says that she has a few things to do first.  One of them is to see that everything with me turns out ok.  I had thought that Riley was gone and found that she is just in a place where she can't directly communicate with me.  I know that she misses me and I do miss her so much.  The alters were worried about how I would react over someday lossing her again.       That is all I have for right now.  I am trying to hold my life together and support them as best I can.  As the true friends that they are, I think they are supporting me more than I am supporting them right now!