I am annoyed today because....

Ok, before I go into why I'm so frikkin' annoyed.  Let me just touch on the positives for the day.I just gained two clients for my business.  I'm very excited.  However, I just found out that my BIL is expecting. Its one of those things that they weren't ready for, but there it is.  Tada!  I am happy for him.  Really I am, but I feel the need to put my fist through a wall.I wanted a little comfort this evening.  I'll just come out and say it.  I wanted a booty call with my DH.  I just wanted some intimacy.  Of course we fought because he's in the middle of something super important (he's gaming right now).I feel like putting a sledge hammer through that frikkin' laptop.Honestly, I feel like taking to him like Tiger's wife.  Unfortunately, we don't own any clubs or an 80K Escalade.I'm so mad.  I can spit.  I am so jealous, my eyes are green.  But with the same breath I have to be happy for him.  I truly am happy for him, but sad for me, which translates into pity.I do not want to be piteous. I feel like crap and I can't seem to stop.I baked some cookies and I still feel like crap.*sigh*I feel like Conan O'Brien, except without 33 million dollars.  At least with 33 million dollars I'd be able to comfortably pay for IVF.They didn't even try hard.F*&K!