I AM an Empty Nester

I am sad and lonely
I am alone with no friends
I am married, but not necessarily happily
I am bored but don't want to do anything
I am missing my girl
I am resisting to text her
I am WAY past depressed
I am resisting to cry
I am feeling old and useless to my core
I am tired of smiling when I don't feel like it
I am gaining weight by leaps and bounds
I am just plain tired of feeling this way