I am a loser

Well I got a Dear John e-mail today. My partner announced in an e-mail that we are over and he wants nothing to do with me. The worst thing is I haven't a friend in the world to be with right now for comfort. My whole life I was told I was weird and I am a freak.
I guess they were all right. No friends no partner and alone still. I can't take this loneliness much longer. 
About time I realized it's always going to be that way . I am a weird freak who deserves to be alone. Time I really consider ending my life. At my age it just all gets worse. My life has  been a waste of time. I don't want to be alive anymore.

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tiredgurl
tiredgurl

First u need to love you! Positive self talk....talk to ur self like u would a friend. Very sorry u r having a rough time...hugs! Hang in there...things will get better. You don\'t need a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It helps to have someone to talk to to deal with ur feelings and get better. A counselor helped me get thru a really hard time. See if your community offers services on a sliding scale fee or find an affordable option.
stillalone
stillalone

thank you tiregurl.