I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON

i am a horrible person, i did things in my past i regret so much, and i deserve to burn in hell for them........i started to think about what i did, i wanted to jump off a fucking bridge. i did them when i was 5 and 8 but that doesn't lessn what i did at all. i caused them so much hurt and fear.... I was responsible for it and geuss what? i lied about it all. all that happened is what i get for what i did.....